Chapter 1: The Pile
Dani Okafor kept her debts in a spreadsheet, because if a problem could be put in columns, she could at least pretend to be in charge of it.
The spreadsheet was called *Reality (Do Not Open).* She opened it at eleven forty on a Tuesday night, in her kitchen, in the glow of a laptop with a cracked hinge, and watched the totals recalculate themselves with the cheerful indifference of a machine that has never been afraid of anything.
Credit card one: $14,212. Credit card two: $9,870. Car loan, for a Corolla with a dent in the passenger door and a smell she had stopped noticing: $11,400. Student loan, the old faithful: $18,600. At the bottom, in bold red, the sum.
$54,082.
"Fifty-four," she told the refrigerator. "That's a lot of grand for someone who has never even bought a boat."
The refrigerator hummed in a way that suggested sympathy, or possibly a failing compressor.
She was thirty-one. She was a senior data analyst at Halvorsen & Pike Logistics, where she spent forty-five hours a week making trucks look efficient on slides. She earned enough to be ineligible for every kind of help and not nearly enough to be comfortable. Her rent had gone up again. Her mother had called twice about "a little something for your cousin's wedding." Her last three attempts at a side hustle, dog walking, resume editing and one short, humiliating week of food delivery, had netted forty-one dollars and a bite on the ankle.
She closed the spreadsheet. She opened the phone, the way other people open a window in a burning building.
It had become a ritual. At midnight every night, she would add up the numbers, hope that she had somehow miscounted, and discover that arithmetic was the one thing in her life that never let her down.
The app was called TaskNest. It was the sort of thing that existed in every city now, a marketplace for small humiliations: assemble this bookshelf, hang this television, stand in this line for me. The home screen was a cheerful yellow, with a cartoon bird wearing a tool belt, and a banner that said **YOUR SKILLS. YOUR SCHEDULE. YOUR INCOME.**
She scrolled, bored, past *Furniture Assembly, Moving Help, Yard Work.* And then, in the new-categories row, in a font slightly different from all the others, she saw it.
**SPIRITUAL CONSULTANTS NEEDED. High demand. Flexible hours. Pay up to $140/hr.**
She laughed. It came out as a short, dry bark in the empty kitchen.
"No," she said.
The listing glowed. Underneath, in smaller type: *Homes, offices and vehicles affected by unexplained disturbances. Cleansings, blessings, and consultations. No certification required. Open to all backgrounds!*
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"Absolutely not."
She put the phone face-down on the table. She made tea. She stood at the window and looked down at Delancey Street, where a man in a reflective vest was shouting at a parking meter.
A hundred and forty dollars an hour. At ten hours a week that was fourteen hundred dollars, which was, if she did the math, and she did, because she always did, nearly three months faster than she was on track for. She sat down again. She did the math again. The number stayed stubborn, bright and impolite.
Other people, she thought, believed in things. Other people lit candles and said words and felt better. She had always found it a little embarrassing, like watching someone sing in an elevator. She believed in pivot tables.
But the pivot tables were not working.
"Fine," she said. "It's *research.*"
She picked the phone up again. She tapped **APPLY.**
The first question was *Describe your spiritual practice.* She typed, *I take a holistic, data-driven approach.* Then she deleted *data-driven,* because it sounded like a threat, and typed *intuitive.* The second question was *Years of experience.* She hovered over the keyboard.
Behind her, in the dark hallway, something went *tick.*
It was a small sound, like a fingernail on a wall. She turned her head. The hallway was empty. The coat rack stood where it always stood, wearing her good coat like a patient, long-suffering man.
"Old building," said Dani.
She turned back to the phone. She typed *Eleven.*
The screen chimed.
*Application received! A TaskNest representative will review your profile shortly.*
She grinned, in spite of herself, and drank her tea, and did not notice that the hallway, for the first time in two years, had gone completely, deliberately silent.
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